Tuesday, December 6

cheers to me for loving myself too much.
O+ what my super sonic ears pick up: vertical horizon - forever
+O msn nick: kellySEAH
O+ msn personal msg:and so i got fired from my job for nothing. www.-blackbutterflies-.blogspot.com <- new skin BABY! yay! X)
i have not received my CONFIRMATION letter yet. i have e sudden urge to use a long line of vulgarities, but i shall hold back. ahem. i'm suppose to be more refined rite? so no un-ladylike behaviour shall be used. ahem.
i called susan and she said that i'm DEFINETLY going. she also added that a lot others did call her last night to inform her that they too haven't received their letters.and i was beginning to think that they didn't have enough space and since i'm a non-catholic, i was put aside.
but looking at the 'WORST-CASE SCENERIO', i can assume that if i didn't 'get in', i lost my job for nothing. yes i know i didn't really like the job. but e pay was pretty gd.
but just in case i do go for the camp, i got my sis to lend me my old mp3 player and had soo much trouble stuffing all my fav songs inside a 128mb device.way too used to my ipod mini.
i think tiraimsu(mediacorp tv channel 5) is super funny.why didn't i start watching it b4? there was one line when nicole(tat hot girl) gets drunk and says ' gimme another glass (of beer) and the less than cool guy(no idea wad his name is) goes , ' gimme another glass.... .... .... of water. hahahahaha. i burst out laughing lah oki!
i had a very nasty nightmare last night.it had a lot of blood and a whole truckload of dead bodies. it seemed like a scene from the house of wax and urban legends: e final cut but paris hilton is the only one with me. (damn! why couldn't i have dreamnt of chad michael murray instead?!)
bottomline: i lived and she died. but i do remember myself dodging a lot of falling dead wax bodies. whoa, this nightmare has definetly been added into e category i have labelled under 'super duper nightmares ' where e nightmare i once dreamnt of hell has already been included. and then i ask myself, have i developed one heck of a psychotic consciousness?
i think most guys are fickle and indecisive creatures. esp this one.
quoted : sweet dreams hee you really make me smile.
and he said this to me after he cried abt how much he missed his ex.
luv alwaez.
kel